11/7/07

Deficit

Another work trip behind me. I have a major Miles deficit which I won't really get to "fix" until the weekend or ever. By the time we get home each evening, we have two hours with each other before you go to bed.




When I came home last night, you were laying on the sofa drinking your last bottle. Your eyes sparkled and you made your gurgle happy to see you sounds when you saw me just like when we pick you up from day care. It's heartbreaking.

What I know for sure is that you are well taken care off at your day care. We couldn't be happier with the women that cares for you and I know you like her too. I feel extremely lucky that I found her. However, it doesn't diminish the feeling of guilt knowing that you spend more time with her than with us.

2 comments:

Maya said...

That's such a hard struggle. But be so thankful you have a wonderful person caring for him.

And there's nothing better than when they see you and recognize you with smiles and talk!

Brooke Ullman said...

I never understood how little I cared for work until I had a baby waiting for me to come home.